Just As I Am

This wannabe writer is still alive. :) In fact, I'm writing things almost daily for my Junior year of high school. One more year left! But I digress.....that's one of my new favorite sayings. :) My 11th grade year is going wonderfully and we're all gradually creating a productive routine for our home and family. To quote Mum,"Being in God's will is the sweetest place to be."

The Lord has really been growing me alot lately and though some of this growth is very humbling and difficult, I know He is bringing me closer to Him and revealing more of Himself daily. One of the things I believe I have overcome, solely by God's grace, is a small facet of my fear of man. I now realize that I am God's daughter, am fearfully and wonderfully made, and I am content with who the Lord has placed in my life. From the time I was ten or eleven until fourteen/fifteen, I constantly craved my friends' approval. Oftentimes I was also discontent with the friends the Lord had given me at that time. I thought friends were the end all be all of life and that I needed certain people to be my friends, or a huge circle of them. The Lord has broken that bond of fear of man and now I rest in Him and crave, not human companionship, but God's companionship. I don't desire to change to please others-peers, family members, etc. My heart's desire is to please the Lord in all that I do and for Him to continually mold and shape me into a woman after His own heart. I am totally comfortable with how I am......and people can take me just as I am. Below is the chorus to one of my favorite hymns:

Just as I am, without one plea,

but that thy blood was shed for me

and that Thou bidst me come to Thee,

O Lamb of God,O Lamb of God,

O Lamb of God, I come, I come.

Many of you know quite a few things about me....and love me anyway. :) True friends are those who accept and love you for who you are-idiosyncrasies included. :) So...here are some things about me that I know many of you will not be surprised at but are simply who I am. (Ella, I'm sort of bouncing off of you here. :) )

1. I have a painful hip condition/hip disability that limits my activity and causes me pain. I need to use a cane because of it. Just recently I've become more comfortable telling people this when they ask why I walk with a cane. Or telling people I can't do things because of my disability. The latter, especially, has been a struggle but allows me to lean on the Lord as my strength.
2. Our family believes that the females in our family wear skirts and/or dresses. Many people have misunderstood why we wear skirts and are actually offended by it. When we wear skirts, we are not automatically judging people who do not! The Lord does not have a cookie-cutter plan for the attire of all females. He leads every individual person and family in different ways and this, our skirts/dresses, is how He has led our family.
3. After praying about if since I've started high-school, I've felt the Lord leading me to stay at home during my "single" years in between high school graduation and marriage. To quote my Mum, again, "Being in God's will is the sweetest place to be." And this is where I feel God's will is for me. No if's and's or but's about it. I plan on working from/out of the home and assisting my dear mother in homeschooling and taking care of the home in preparation for marriage and my own family.
4. I have very romantic tendencies. :) Yeah, you all are probably thinking (with a wry chuckle or two), "Nooo...you don't say?" :) I 'aww' at the 'sappy' stuff in movies and sigh at 'Look back at me' (North and South) and when Frank Sinatra croons "Moonlight Serenade" or "Bewitched." :) Recently, however, I realized I was beginning to build up false, fictional expectations of courtship, marriage and the like. Not to mention I began to ponder, "Hmm...I wonder if he could be the one." I had to throw up a red stop sign right there! :) True love is based on the common, strong bond, of God's love-not emotions or flighty feelings. A friend of mine is getting married soon and recently I talked to her and almost every word she spoke about how her relationship and wedding preparations had come about is totally God. It's so much different-and BETTER-than a romance novel. God has truly worked out everything for His glory and the furthering of His will in their lives. Sometimes I get the chills thinking about her betrothal and impending marriage. :) And then I think, "What God has for me was pre-destined and designed for me and will be even better than any romance novel!"
5. I struggle with pride in multiple areas and daily...nope, hourly, have to throw my pride and my 'rights' down at the cross. God is growing me, but the humbling process is bittersweet.
6. I tend to be more of a 'Martha' more than a 'Mary.' I believe there is a healthy balance between the two...but, like my pride, I need to throw my Martha-ness away and sit at the feet of Jesus more than I stand on my own understanding and 'be productive.' Productivity is a good thing...but as with anything else...only in moderation.
7. To move on to slightly more 'frivolous' topics...I love to crochet and work with my hands. A needle and embroidery thread, soft, fuzzy yarn and my ergonomically correct crochet hook, even sewing on the machine and feeling the unique textures of the fabrics. As many of you know, I take my crocheting many places but have had to use discretion as to where. I have to think sometimes...I should be sociable, walking around, mingling, etc. Other times, say, if we're watching a movie, I'll take out my crocheting and merrily stitch and talk away.
8. One of my 'little-girl' tendencies I occasionally indulge in: swinging!! (Oh my dear goodness that's not an excessively flattering picture; I look like a ghost! At least my dress is nice and my legs are covered. :) ) Swinging and occasionally taking out my dear dolls and dressing them up and putting them away again.....two of my girlish, whimsical activities.

I do take a long time coming to a point....but here it is: I encourage all of you to live for Jesus-not man. Don't care what anybody else thinks. Follow the Lord's leading-not your peers or society. And allow the Lord to peel away the layers and mold and shape you into the girl/woman He wants you to be. My prayer has been this, lately: Here I am, Lord. Mold me. Use me. Send me. Just as I am.

Soli Deo Gloria!

My First Day of Dance

Oh my gosh, you all just realized something:
SARA IS STILL ALIVE!

Ha ha actually I have been busy with babysitting and then school! But back to dance...
I HAD SO MUCH FUN!

First, I went to Mrs. Black's class and did Lyrical/Jazz... that was very fun, we danced to a song called Out of Zion... awesome song!

Then I went to Mrs. Feir's class of ballet... simple stretching (that hurt! She kept saying "It hurts so good!") and then review of ballet... we did Grande Jetes and pecay turns... those were fun :)

Then I did Extra Technique to get me up to par with the other girls (They have done it for years and this is only my 2nd year) and that was pretty easy.

All in all, I had fun dancing for 2 whole hours :) If anyone would like to check out the website go to: http://gracechristiandance.com

I can't wait until next week!

Tiny dancer...

I have the Elton John song "Tiny Dancer" going thru my head this evening....today was Anna's first day ever of dance school! She has been so excited all summer...being very serious, practicing with her big sister Sara for hours in her room. She couldn't wait all day today! Anna (and Sara) go to Grace Christian Dance Company. It is worship dance...serious ballet, lyrical, worship dance....it's beautiful! Every lyric, every song, every movement, every costume is God honoring! I just love it! I have an opportunity to work there one day a week, only for a few hours...and the people are so great!
Anna (on the right) and her friend, Sophia in the ballet portion of their class...look at the serious expressions on their faces!

I had to take these thru the window...but the expression on Anna's face just touched me...so precious! I am so blessed to be the mother of each one of my 4 children!

Anna and Sophia after class...they had a great time, learned and got 'smiley' stickers! (Anna was so excited!)

So, my tiny dancer had a great day! Tomorrow, she and Ronnie are having new friends over for a couple hours in the afternoon to
visit, and then Sara and I are off to dance class! Soon, both girls will selling Sarris Candy bars for a fundraiser...they sell like hotcakes around here! We're very grateful Grace Christian Dance! ~Sue~

Faithfulness...provision...gratefulness!

It started this morning in the attic...I'm grateful that our attic is walk in, big and has lots of shelves...so I was thanking God for our walk in attic.

This past week, I've been going over in my mind, which of my 4 children will need shoes/boots, coats or clothes for fall and winter...mentally counting quilts and blankets, rain boots, jackets, warm jammies....and trying to figure out where the money would come from to buy them! LOL So back to the attic....

We've been blessed for years to have people give us things and clothes that their children had outgrown, or toys they no longer played with...when I had Meghan 16 years ago, I quit working...and it has been very hard, for most of those years just to make ends meet...so even before we came to know the Lord, we were grateful for "hand-me-downs"....and after we came to know and walk with the Lord...we clearly recognized His provision for us. Thank you, Lord!

So I was pulling bags of clothes out, marked according to boys/girls and sizes, and looked up on the shelf and right at my eye level were a pair of sturdy snow boots...in just Anna's size! Also in those bags for Anna were warm jammies, a warm bathrobe, tights, lots of dresses, turtlenecks, and shoes....my little one needs one thing for winter...a pair of black shoes.

Also, for Ronnie....the boy has too many winter coats...and friends of ours can use a couple...so we'll "share the wealth"...and Ronnie needs nothing for winter! We are blessed!

Meghan and Sara may need 1 or 2 pairs of shoes...and nothing else....we have plenty of warm clothing, coats, hats, gloves, boots....plenty of firewood outside, and plenty of quilts/blankets to keep us warm. We will even be receiving venison in the fall to stock our freezer. Ron does not hunt, but a good friend does...and we just pay for processing....our family loves venison and uses frequently....God provides.

The longer I've been a Christian, the longer I've studied God's word....the more I trust His faithfulness to His promises...and He has proven His provision for our family over and over again. So today, for me, a simple pair of boots was a potent reminder of God's provision for us...and a reminder that we never need to worry....He WILL provide. God bless....~Sue~

Good food, good friends...Friday night fun!

Well....once again, the rain changed our plans! We were supposed to go to somerset for the Mountain craft days, but with them calling for tons of rain east, we decided to get somethings done here at home...and ended up having good friends for the afternoon, dinner and the evening....again, "plan B" was a hit!

The girls had their friends, Michaela, Morgan and Hannah over. They hung out doing crafts, eating popcorn and talking before dinner, then after a dinner of delicious zucchini corn chowder (recipe to follow), cheddar garlic biscuits and a spinach salad with hot bacon dressing (Hannah made it..it was wonderful!) They proceeded to play "Clue". Yes...it was a great game!

Followed by...a rousing game of "spoons"! The shrieks and laughter were hysterical...tons of fun! I loved listening to them! I dearly love having my children's friends over...and hope that they all know that they are welcome here anytime! Time for bed...busy day tomorrow. Here is the recipe for the chowder. Enjoy! ~Sue~

~Zucchini Corn Chowder~ ( I never measure, so estimate to your best ability!)

Sautee a large onion in butter until translucent. Add lots of chicken broth, shredded zucchini and corn (I used corn cut off the cob) Add salt and pepper to taste...thicken slightly with cornstarch and cold water...and enjoy! For the cheddar garlic biscuits, I simply used a biscuit recipe, added shredded sharp cheddar cheese, and made drop biscuits...when they came out of the oven, I brushed them with melted butter with garlic powder. Simple...but a hit!

Snickerdoodle day....

Today was our third day back to homeschooling. I know I will be fondly remembering these days, but I am very pleasantly surprised with how our days are going. No one is complaining...everyone is loving learning, and we're all having a great time. Ok...so not a whole lot of cleaning and chores are getting done...plus, we've had Ty for the last 2 days....but he is fitting right into our routine, and hopefully, over the next week or two we'll get back into a workable routine with both chores and schoolwork. Tonight, we made snickerdoodle cookies for a cubscout fundraiser. We are all working our local community day festival on Saturday...Ron & Ronnie at the cubscout booth, the girls and I at our churches booth...Anna joining us, of course!
Whoo! Tons of snickerdoodles...but for a good cause...and the house sure smells good right about now! Ok...cookies are bagged up, and I'm heading for bed, while Ron watches the Steeler football game. Calling for a lot of rain tomorrow....we'll see what our rainy holds!
God bless you all! ~Sue~

First day of school!!!!!!

I'm so HAPPY that we've started schooling again! Back into a routine...staying home all day (running to activities here and there in the evenings, but during the day...home) We had such a great day today! Everyone was happy to be getting started again, and very productive, too! We started the day with proverbs, and a couple sword drills...and GF pancakes with apple-cinnamon syrup, and smoothies.....

Anna's first day of 'kindergarten'! She was so excited! She watched a phonics dvd, did her explode the code, abeka math, and Queen Language for little ones....she loved every bit! When her Dad woke up, she ran and told him how to spell words! I think she'll be fairly easy to teach...and she likes to learn.

Ronnie & Anna's books organized...with a glass of kombucha on the side! LOL

Ronnie is doing 2nd grade this year, and all day he said it was so easy....I'm sure he won't say that later in the year, although I hope so! He started his Easy Grammar today and seemed to get it right away...did his abeka 2 math, easy grammar, explode the code 4, Queen language #3, reviewed his spelling words and read about space...a pretty good first day!

We've always done a simple spelling list kept in a spiral notebook. A pre-test on Mondays....writing once a week, studying/quizzing everyday and another test on Friday...seems to work for all of my kids, so far.

A "sleep" Meghan doing her Abeka business math. She looked thru the book and is excited to do this this year. Since she is a junior this year...only 2 more years to go!

We have some awesome American history and American Lit resources this year, that I've split it into 2 years....each one is unique, 3 are from a decidedly biblical worldview, with critical thinking and analysis....I don't want to skip any of them....the same with American Government.

Ah...Sara's Algebra 1! I think this will be pretty easy for her...she's had pre-algebra and geometry already...then she'll do the business math, then consumer math...and graduate at 16! Not quite sure what I'll do with her her senior year....I'm sure the Lord will reveal something!

Both of the girls are doing Biology this year...it's Meghan's last year of science...is she happy!
We were blessed with these totally cool scooters (like they have at the science center) and Ronnie & Anna love them...Sara does too! Lots of fun and exercise in the basement...rain or snow...they'll be able to be active and have fun!

After all the schoolwork...we celebrated with a yummy dinner of chicken & dumplings....one of my family's favorites!
Staying home really brought out the creativity in some of us! Meghan made this cool tote bag for Sara to take to dance class. It is lined with olive green corduroy inside and on the bottom and is the perfect size for Sara's needs. I couldn't believe she did this in one day!
Sara made herself a t-shirt that says " save the planet...it's the only one with Chocolate!"...so Sara!
I even finished the blankets for the new twin girls, Addison and Bailey...who are due sometime within the next month. Hard to see the colors, but they are a soft pink flannel back, and a soft purple with stars and paisley that says "goodnight, sleepyhead"....cute and girly!
My last endeavor of the evening...cutting corn off the cob of 1 1/2 dozen ears of sweet corn. Froze most of it, will use some tomorrow for corn/zucchini chowder for supper...and the corn cobs....will be making them into corn cob jelly! I will post the recipe if it turns out...supposed to taste like honey...we'll see!
Just finished this...my "orange julius" kefir smoothie! Mmm....so good! Whoo! Being productive wears you out! LOL We're all off to bed...tomorrow is another day, and Ty is coming at 9:30am. What a great first day today!!!! I love what I do! It amazes me what staying home can accomplish....I get so tired out from 'running'....and getting interrupted....hope to have a nice first week of school, enjoy getting things done and in order and cleaned out! Have a blessed week! ~Sue~

Getting your picture taken with the real Stanley Cup...priceless!!!

The Stanley Cup...in our home...it is the pinnacle of trophies! The Pittsburgh Penguins have won the Stanley Cup three times, and three times, my husband has managed to get his picture taken with it! This time, the whole family went along! A friend of his from work, told him where it would be so we could come...and happened to be right before Tommy's wedding! I was praying that we would not be late for the wedding after standing in line...but we made it! LOL Ahhhh...Lord Stanley,Lord Stanley!!!
This is so very special to us!!! After 2 surgeries in one year, 3 months in a body cast and months of recuperation...one of the things this little guy loved doing is watching hockey....talking about hockey, reading about hockey...and playing hockey! For Ronnie to touch the cup, see the Penguins names in there and get his picture taken with it...priceless!

Ron has had his picture taken with the cup in 1991 with his brother, Tommy...he drank out of it and got his picture taken holding it over his head in 1992, but his dream was always to get his picture taken with the cup with his son....dream come true!

Anna was NOT happy...but Ron wants to make this our Christmas picture this year! Right after this, we very quickly went to a friends home, ate sandwiches dressed for the wedding and headed to the church...with time to spare! It was so worth it to stand in line and get our pictures...a memory our family will not forget! (Especially father and son!) ~Sue~