Rest and recovery....

Rest and recover...try and get back to some normalcy around here. Now, my Meghan is sick...thank goodness that I am slowly getting better and that Sara isn't sick...with all 3 of us sick at the same time, life almost stops around here. LOL

So as I've been resting, I've been reading alot...lots of knitting books. Debbie Macomber fiction that starts with 'The Shop on Blossom Street" about a little yarn store called A Good Yarn, the owner, Lydia and her family and friends. Wonderful books! Light reading...perfect for when your head feels so heavy, full and tired.

Feels like I could only knit for a few moments, then my hands and arms were too tired...getting a little more strength today...hopefully a visit to my wonderful friend, my chiropractor will help these sore muscles and hands a lot. But....I did get an early mother's day gift!

This incredibly wonderful book, "Knitting America"! Tons of history about knitting in America, the 'old country' (as my gram used to call it)...lots of wonderful photos, magazine covers, old knitting patterns. Everything from knitting during the civil war...thru both world wars, the Great Depression....all the way until now. It has always fascinated me what life was like for women (specifically homemakers, since this is what I do) in the 'old days'...especially during hard times. I collect old cookbooks, and old homemaking books for that reason. Well, must go...can't sit at the computer for very long right now. Have a blessed day! ~Sue~

When Mom gets sick...a spring cold...clear liquids....fever

I haven't been this sick for long time...spring cold, fever, pain...then a colonoscopy scheduled for tomorrow morning on top of that...

My family has been amazing, though! Since I couldn't watch my nephew today, Sara went over there to watch Ty at my sisters house...Meghan & Ron held down the fort while I've been in bed...and my sister is sending dinner home. I am so blessed!

Thought I would post this while I was upright...don't know when I'll be able to update. Would appreciate any prayers....I just praise God for working out all the details for my family! Until later......~Sue~

Worship....dance for Jesus!

Two of our three daughters go to dance classes at Grace Christian Dance. It is wonderful worship dance...every movement worshipful, every song...costumes modest (but cute!) and their annual recital was yesterday. What a special day it was for us!!! So beautiful, and the gospel message went forth with every song.
Our two dancers! Sara is 14 1/2 and in the teen class and Anna is in the kindergarten class. They danced so beautifully and had such a great time!

Our tiny dancer!

Sara danced in 5 dances...2 of them were messianic group dances...they were so much fun for the girls and really cool to watch!

Our little Anna was in 2 dances...one was called "Lift your Hands" and the other one (my favorite) was called "Have you heard about Jesus? Do you know who He is?"...Oh, how I love those lyrics and movements! She was so precious, and did a wonderful job...especially for her first year.

We were very blessed to have many family members come out for the girls' recital. Our niece, Tina, came....along with almost all of my children's grandparents (my step-mom is very ill and couldn't be there) and one of my sisters...the girls biggest fans...our family.

We're so proud of the many hours of hard work Sara and Anna put in this year...and especially these past couple of weeks.

Now for a few months break from weekly dance lessons....although both girls will still dance around the house, and Sara will participate in a dance camp this summer...it will be so nice to have our Mondays and Tuesdays free again! After getting the house back into order and finishing up some home educating goals, we'll have some free time to just relax...visit with family and friends, garden and enjoy the summer. But first, tomorrow...the History Fair! I'm off to bed...leaving early tomorrow for a full day! ~Sue~

Dvd review: God's Purpose for it All by Jim Sammons

I was recently blessed to borrow a dvd called "God's Purpose for it All" by Jim Sammons. It blessed me so very much, and helped me to remember to count my blessings and to see God's hand in every aspect of my life....not just the 'good' things, but in the challanges and hurts of life as well.

Some of my thoughts from watching this teaching....

A part of wisdom is seeing life from God's perspective

We don't think the way God thinks...so we won't always understand His ways.

During trials and troubles...look at the benefits!

Visualize the worst that could happen, accept it emotionally and THEN list the benefits.

Ask God to show you the benefits...He is faithful to do just that!

We are learning Christ-like character

We need to give EVERYTHING to God (our health, our children, our marriages, our finances....it's all His anyway)

Learn to dedicate everything to God...all of the things above, every minute of our days, all of our time, our thoughts, our possesions....it's all His.

~Even thru the pain and fatigue that I've been experiencing for a long time, that has flared up this winter....even thru the uncertainty of possible job and/or wage loss...I've learned that I can use these things to draw closer to God, and to point others to Him. I don't know how people who don't know Jesus get thru a minute of their day without Him!

After watching this teaching, I was reminded (yet again) to try and see everything in my life from God's perspective....my marriage, my children, our health, every relationship I have....our home, finances, possesions....and instead of focusing on the hard parts....focus on the benefits.

This dvd reminded me very much of Pollyanna. In the book, 'Pollyanna', the title character has learned (at a very young age) to play the "Glad Game"....no matter what happens, finding joy and seeing the benefits or the good that can come of it....there is ALWAYS some good.

I would encourage anyone who has been struggling with hardships and asking "why"....turn to God...turn to His word....trust in His promises...He IS faithful, and His grace is amazing...forget not all of his benefits....look, activily LOOK for His hand in all of your circumstances...and listen for His still, small voice....He is the God of all comfort and He loves us so very, very much!

~May your day be blessed!~ Sue

A special "Mom Date" with my littlest one...

I always thought, when we just had Meghan & Sara, that it was perfect....2 children, 2 parents...plenty of attention and time for each! I used to marvel at larger families and how could they POSSIBLY give each child enough attention?! Well....after having Ronnie and Anna, and now watching my little nephew a couple of days a week....I know it can be done. But, I think sometimes, we need to make that extra effort to make special memories alone with each one. It doesn't happen all the time around here, but I am conciously looking for opportunities to just "chat" one on one....for a quick hug.

Last week, that opportunity presented itself for Anna and I....my littlest girl. Ron & Ronnie were doing a bowling party and then a cubscout field trip to a construction site...Meghan & Sara were with friends most of the day....so Anna and I had a "Mom Date" to Chick Fil A....just the two of us!
She loved this cow!!! She was making up stories about "her" and talked about her all thru lunch....and was so happy to get her picture taken with "her"!

Sometimes, it is just the "little things" that make memories and bring smiles to little faces. I treasure the time with each of my children, and will treasure the memory of my day with my little Anna....knowing how fast they grow up!

~Sue~

In the glow of an oil lamp....

We lost our electricity around 3:30pm in a fierce thunderstorm yesterday...I've always been interested in the "old days", and have always felt the need impressed on me to "be prepared"...especially this last year. After losing our electric for 18 hours this winter, we knew where everything was yesterday and it was not a hardship yesterday at all.

We have a gas stove, so heating up some ham & bean soup that we had ready took no time at all for a warm, hearty supper. The kids were fascinated with the oil lamp...until they smelled it....I loved it! Ronnie & Anna happily played Legos together until it got to dark to see them on the rug, then after supper we all kept ourselves busy. I thought it was very peaceful around here....until we heard the sounds of generators starting up in the neighborhood....right about when the playoff hockey game was starting! LOL

Meghan and Sara kept busy playing a Nancy Drew game(which they almost never have time to play together) , taking turns on their laptops with batteries until they needed to shut them down...then reading. (obviously, the picture of the girls and the picture of the guys was used with the flash....for minutes afterward, no one could see from the bright flashes!)
I played Uno with Ronnie and Anna for a while......

Then, Ron & Ronnie used Meghan's mp3 player to listen to the hockey game together. (Note to self: get at least one hand-crank radio and one battery powered one) I just thought it was so cute how they shared the earbuds, and were discussing the game and high fiveing each other....Ron doesn't feel he missed too much not being able to watch it. I will say it was much more quiet and peaceful for me! LOL

Anna asked me to read Cinderella to her by the lamp....and I was able to continue to read my book "Knitting Through It" by Lela Nargi......a wonderful, inspiring book.

I really thought about how peaceful it was last night....as I was trying not to worry about my freezers full of food. When we lost power this winter after 26 plus inches of snow, I wasn't worried about the food because it was so bitter cold out, but my little ones were sick and I was worried about keeping them warm, safe and getting them healthy. So many lessons learned when we are forced to do without technology! It truly is a miraculous tool in some ways...I was grateful for cell phones to be able to check on family and road conditions... and in other ways...well, let's just say I will continue to whittle down to the amount of technology that we NEED and USE it as a tool...

~Hope everyone has a very blessed day!~ Sue

Lessons from the Lord...like a willow.

~Seems like for a long time now, I've been trying so hard to 'be strong'...to keep going. I had a particularly hard winter with my fibromyalgia...and looking back, I think I started worsening when my son had his first surgery at age 6 and had 3 months in a body cast. Thru out that, my husband , who works night turn was home a lot, I was homeschooling 2 children and had a 3 year old...it was a long winter. Then, my son got the cast off, and had another surgery 8 months later to remove hardware and had to recover from that. About 4 months later, my 4 year old daughter had to have surgery on her tonsils and adnoids....fast forward to this winter, when 9 months after her surgery....both of them came down with the whooping cough...lasting almost 10 weeks....it was another long winter.

All of this to say that I've noticed that ever since his first surgery, my health has declined and so has our home routine. I've been trying, Oh, how I've been trying (in my own strength) to just "do the next thing"....take care of everyone, keep it all going. I finally, a number of weeks ago, went forward for prayer, and a gentleman whom I didn't know prayed for me....then stopped and told me he sensed God telling him that I was a very strong woman....he had an image of a strong oak tree...but that God was telling him that I needed to be able to bend with the winds of adversity when they come...to rest and get re-nurtured from my source of life...my living water. I went home and cried and prayed and thought about this for weeks...and gradually, the mental depression and (ok, I'll call it what it is) self-pity started easing. I tried to remember to rest, but am still not very good at it. But, I am called back for living water again and again thru out my day now...short pauses just to breathe...talk to Him and rest in His arms for a few minutes.....breathe again, and go on.

Willow trees are my favorite type of tree and have been since I was a little girl. They need to be rooted near a water supply and are so supple and bend so gracefully in the wind....watching the way that they are tossed about in a storm is almost like watching a dance....they gracefully bend which ever way their Creator tosses them....and when the sun comes out (and it always does) they are straight and strong....still doing their graceful dance in the gentle breezes as well.

I want to be like the willow....dancing and rejoicing during the gentle breezes...always giving thanks to my Creator....and gracefully bending (not breaking) during the storms of life. I thank and praise God for sharing this with my friend from church....I love when I feel as if He is revealing a lesson just for me.....now to remember to heed it!

Have many more doctors appointments coming up....checking gallbladder specifically as well as adrenal fatigue....will be praying that my doctor can shed some light on these things....but am now praying for His plan to be revealed and what does He want me to do....and as I am learning to bend and to bow down and rest....I trust that He will always care for me and meet my needs. May God bless your day! ~Sue~

Book review: A Year without "Made in China"

~I thoroughly enjoyed this book! It made me be more aware of just how many things we have in the US that are imported from China...and how much "stuff" I can do without.

This family decided for one year to not buy anything new that was made in China....they would keep what they have, but not add any new purchases to it. There were, however, stipulations such as 'gifts'...that didn't "count"...ways to get around their self-imposed restrictions.

One of the things that stood out to me, was how much this family and many families in today's society consider shopping a 'family activity' or 'recreation'....I had forgotten until I read this book the lesson that I learned years ago when our finances were totally tight, not an extra penny left at payday.....I learned that if I didn't shop, I wouldn't spend. Simple concept, right? Well....with the advent of the internet, amazon.com and having anything you could want at your fingertips....you didn't have to leave the house to shop...that just made it even easier to spend money. It also made it easier not to know where your products origionated from. I couldn't look at the box or label and read "made in China" by ordering off of the internet.

One of the main ideas that I came away with from reading this book is (for our family) to go back to the "don't shop/don't spend" philosophy...and also to be very concious of the origen of our purchases and the value (and necessity) of what we purchase....

We've really committed to purchasing "re-purposed" clothing and necessities from thrift stores and from sharing with friends clothing and things that our children have outgrown. We are challanged to look at what we have and ask ourselves if we can "use it up, wear it out, make it do or do without"...as well as "what could we make this into?"....such as old t-shirts sewn into simple shopping bags...tablecloths re-made into bags or aprons.

I would recommend this book, if you need an eye opener as to the economics of importing from China....how American made is rare these days, and if you would like to be inspired to 're-purpose' and re-do in the good old American spirit of ingenuity! ~Sue~